Just a Dream ;)

The Confessions of a Bill Kaulitz Fan.

“Beautiful, would you come with me as I will take you to where the stars and moon shining its essence of brightness in the dark night?”

His mesmerizing gaze was like a shooting star flying down to grant a little girl’s wish. Those dazzling black linered brown eyes just sunk into mine making butterflies fluttering in my stomach.

“Are you not listening to my words?” He brought his kissable lips closer to my ears as he filled it with an airy of his breathtaking voice. “Come, my Angel, come and follow me into the mystique night for I shall be the shadows of the night, an intrigue of your love desire, standing by you.”

His voice was singing beautifully in my ears, like a dramatic melody of an antique musical box. I couldn’t deny his sultry voice owns an art of allure, sending unstoppable beats to my heart and yet my lips remain sealed.

“Hold on to your disbelief for my words are always true.” He caressed my face to admire the beauty etched upon it and those fingers dancing away to run through my long hair.

His touch was soft, like a pure silk gently brushing my skin off until it reaches to the layers beneath. It was like a heaven touch, miracle enough to soothe my soul.

“Just look at me. For you, I will never tell a lie.” My chin was gently lifted and my eyes witnessed a demure handsome smile carved on his stunning structured face.

His smile was the loveliest curved-line that has ever being written down as an expression. With a captivating power of extraordinaire attraction, he seemed so close to perfection as if God forget to put a limit on creating him.

“What say you, my Angel? Am I not good enough to shower you with my love?” He slowly moved his luscious lips to mine, creating a spark when our lips met.

His kiss was intoxicating, I wish I could never pull it away but to my realization, I was only in a twisted dream on sharing a fantasy love with my dream rockstar.

I’ve been charmed and haunted by the most gorgeous rockstar to be ever existed in my reality world! That would definitely explain it all. I dare not to say it out loud proudly even if I’m pleased, I dare not to hold on to him forever for he will be lost without a trace in just a matter of time in my dream world and I dare not to long for his love for it would be insanely unreachable. Truth to be told, reality bites! It came to a sense that a visualisation where there would be Bill Kaulitz and I to be passionately in love only lies in my fantasy world.

So, the next time you see me sleeping dreamingly, please don’t nudge me to wake up..for you will ruin a nerve-wrecking scene which leads to a very raunchy ending! Haha ;p

Bill Kaulitz: I’m a Deathly Sexed up Rocker during the day, a thirsty soul during the night.

“I’ve never seen anything else, quite like you. You look at me vacantly empty just stare right through.” Damn, that girl over there is killing me. I could smell her all the way from up here. The stage is huge, there’s a gap between me and these adoring fans but that girl; she smells way good that even Victoria’s Secret angel doesn’t smell like this. Okay, guilty as charge. I’m a rocker man, give me some credits for singing out loud, making money, but I do need to get bedded with some Hot Victoria’s Secret models sometimes.

My throat is getting drier than the summer drought. My eyes, they seem to vaguely blur itself into a dark shade color of mocha brown instead of the usual color of hazelnut brown. I thank God for this designer shade of mine that these girls couldn’t see how my eye color evolves according to how unfed I am. The venom in my mouth slurred in between the words I’m singing. I can’t seem to stop focusing on that girl, seriously even these girls up front starting to get jumpy trying to get my attention. Sigh; just stop moving so much bitches, I can’t see the girl! But hey, my handsome smile always gives away whatever shady thoughts in my mind. They’d fall for it like a moth to a flame.

So that was that, a day in Asia. And here I am, lazing around my hotel room waiting for the sun to fall, so that the moon could rise and I could feed. So swimming around with my thoughts into my e-diary actually helps me, really. I mean, besides looking good all the time. I would feel lonely, but like those fans really care? They basically are just fondling over my rockstar-ness rather than my own true self. I mean, I love them but sometimes they could get a little bit obsessive, and not to mention possessive that I can’t even date anyone without them throwing a mourning party for it. Thinking their life would be over, they need to hang themselves, blah blah blah … Just because If I were to date anyone that is. I mean have some mercy; I want to be loved too you know. Now I’m being like some emo piece of shit, as if I’m going through a menstrual cycle or something. I might as well be a pregnant woman.

Oh, I think I better start going to church or something and sit in those confession booths. “Oh forgive me father for I have sins, I have banged a lot of girls, yet not one I love. You see my problem here man! I am not capable of falling in love! I mean, how pathetic is that!” Now that’s an idea. I should go tell Tom. Bet, he thinks I’m brilliant. Ha. Well, I better log out, before anyone reads my diary. See you, Muah. I’ll make love to you once I get back; I mean make words for you. Wish me luck, hopefully there’s a delicious meal tonight for me, my sweet, sweet metallic black flying macbook. Okay, so I call you that because I personally think its way cooler than “macbook air.” It sounds so laaaaaame. Later!

Thirsty for more of what's inside of Bill's head? Well, Dollies. You have to wait.

Mein Engel ist irgendwo da draußen..

"Like a phantomrider, always die on their own.."
Crush those thoughts for your angel is out there waiting for the right time to be set free and when she finally arrives in front of you, you will just know she was meant for you :)

He was awaken by the Sunrise shining to his eyes through the clear glass windows. The sheer curtain was not a handy use to that one hotel room in Tokyo as his eyes were wide open, dusting off the sands of the night. To him, being in Tokyo was like a dream that he find it hard to make it happen but he was ought to realize that the wish he once made a long time ago has been heard and granted. There he was, waking up on a lovely morning in his ever most loved city. He was happy indeed, smiling wide, grinning charmingly until it ticks him that his dream come true has left a few bits of its essence to perfection.

The queen sized bed was rather spacious, look as though something is missing or most likely someone should be there, lying on the plain white bedsheet, filling the empty spot next to him. They say, he chose the glorious world of music, money and fame to conquer his life. Well, isn't that what Rockstars always have in mind? True. But for a young Rockstar like him, it seems pretty hard to control the raging hormones of desiring what most youngsters would seek for as well as to feel high over. Yes, the 'L' word which lies in every heart of a human, Love. A true Love to be more precise ;)

"Good Morning, Baby.."
A softly spoken phrase coming from the lips of an angel was all he could ask for to be whispered soothingly in his ears to make his day stay pleasant as it is from the fresh start of the breaking dawn.

He wants to see her the first thing in the morning, right when he came back from a deep sleep. He wants to look into her dreamy eyes just to sink himself in her gaze. He wants to gently touch her face to admire her natural beauty. He wants to stroke her hair like she's the only beautiful thing that caught his attention in every single day. He wants to kiss her forehead and her cotton candy-like pink lips to wake her up tenderly, fluttered with love ♥

The saddest thing is..those wonderful stills are remained as a dream, only to be seen by him in his fantasy world because in reality, that one angel meant for him is still lost in his in sight. Inside of him silently scream, "Where is she?" The one and only who holds a key to his heart that would set him free from misery. Such a melodramatic movie reeling as the true story of his lovelife. He may have it all, looks, style, voice, passion and luxury which came to reason why he managed to capture the hearts of million lovely girls around the globe and yet that one angel still wrapped in chains, couldn't find a way to escape the gate of heaven to reach him.


To live with just an imaginary shadows of her by his side didn't fully satisfy him. He desire to make-believe that she is real for once in a blue moon to feel the love that his heart was longing for. "I’m afraid of not finding true love!" seemed to be his greatest fear. So, even if he carves those breathtaking smiles on his flawless face, it was hard to deny the fact that his smiles are the only cure for his loneliness deep inside. Know that each of his smiles represent the pain that he had to endure on to keep hoping for a heart to finally fly to him.

"I will wait for love to fly to me and teach me how to fly." - Bill Kaulitz

Georg Listing : Delicious, Delectable Facts about him!

So Georg Listing is no longer an infamous basist to all the humanoid dolls of Tokio Hotel right? Of course, not! Because he is one electrified bass player who doesn't only own the talents to create illusive strums to keep your eardrums tuning to their beat but also the handsome look that could swoon over the feet of some famous sculptors!

From my own personal experience, honesty is the best policy right? Okay, so maybe before meeting him in person at the Tokio Hotel's autograph signing session. I'd personally think that Gustav was better looking than he is. But that's all changed now since he looks like one good looking Rock God with perfect straight strands of mellow brown hair sweeping off his muscular back underneath his tight t-shirts that fumes you with envious clouds due to it's silky perfection. The features on his face, on the other hand is the wonder of God's work and two beautiful parents. His nose is sharper than a sexy metallic dagger, his eyes are far more deadly than a piercing stare of a snake's eyes, his lips are as perfect as a male mannequin's lips and overall the mixture of it gives you, The Georg Listing. Handsome isn't he? Move over Bill Kaulitz. You're not the only one who has the perfect mixture of DNAs of being a handsome gentleman.

Don’t get too over excited girls, because he has one hell of a tigress to bite you off if you come close to him. Yes, his Girlfriend might be one teeny tiny bit problem we have to face with. It’s okay whatever it is Georg Our darling, we love you with any girl you chose to be with, but we will love you More if you chose us to be with. Don't we Girls? (; That’s it for now about our random tasty facts of Georg Listing that you never thought you knew. Ciao beautiful angels of Tokio hotel!

Memoirs of 2010 ;)

HAPPY NEW YEAR, everyone! Oh yes, it's time for us to wish 'Goodbye' to a VERY memorable year only to greet 'Hello' to a new year filled with new hopes and fun, maybe? ;p Hell yeah, 2010 has passed and we shall move on to 2011, now! But of course, 2010 has been a really wonderful year not only for us, the fans but to our lovely Tokio Hotel boys too!

Proof smoof! Tokio Hotel has yet again managed to gain even more huge, no HUMONGOUS success by carrying their album 'Humanoid' as their main weapon in 2010! They have finally reached a worldwide fame right after they have received an invite to rock Asia out for the very first time! The No.1 most unforgettable moment in 2010 by the boys would surely be the recent trip that they had in Tokyo, Japan which made their big dream came true after 10 years of being in the music scene! Tokio Hotel in Tokyo, totally make them thrilled with euphoria while curving a wide SMILE on their faces :D Not to mention, they've also won a numerous number of awards for only in a year! Like that's suprising? ;p On MTV EMAs 2010, Tokio Hotel was the only European star to steal the winning title for Best World Stage performance beating other International stars who are a big competiton to them. Well, that is something they should be proud of! And of course, they know well who should they be thankful to, let's recap what Bill once said, "Sorry, our fans are the best fans in the world!" YEAP, that's US! ;D By the end of 2010, the boys brought a suprise gift for the their fans to be psyched about, producing the 'Best Of' album which compiled the best out of the best of Tokio Hotel from their early years of Devilish to present, as well as 2 new singles and videos were released for our pleasure of treats. Now, I would be a BIG FAT LIAR if I say 2010 brought nothing but a dissapointment and shame to the boys, now right? Right! ;)

Here are some typical questions you would always get when it comes to new year, let me teach you how to answer 'em in a TH fan way! ;)


What are the best memories in 2010 you've ever had?
Well, for those of you who lives in our HOT country, Malaysia ;p I figured you guys would probably say the same thing! To watch a famous international band hailed in Germany performing live in Malaysia not just once but twice in a year has got to be the BEST memories of 2010 ever! Am I right now? I'm sure I am ;p

What's your new year's resolution?
I'd say one perfect answer for that is..Never stop loving Tokio Hotel! ;p

In conclusion, 2010 has got the be the BEST rocking year ever for Tokio Hotel and also their awesome fans! Truthfully, it was a heavenly good year for TH! Entertainment too! We did started this blog of ours in 2010 and we are so thankful because up until now, we still received a lot of views and loves from you guys! Thank you so much for your endless support! But hey, let's put a fullstop for 2010. We shouldn't be looking back, gotta look forward! It's time for us to wave that 'Goodbye' and let's welcome 2011 with a nice 'Hello'!

It was said that 2011 would be a hiatus year for Tokio Hotel but cheer up, don't pull a frown now. They are about to make a new baby for us to go 'gugu-gaga' over it once it's out! So, let them! Send them back to the studio! ;D Although, I hope we can hear at least a few of updates from them than nothing at all! It would be so darn boring if crickets sound will be the only thing being heard by us from the boys and for sure, we'll be lacking of some juicy gossips for reviews to write about! Haha ;p And I apologize if it happens that this blog is being left quiet because I'm afraid to say that the writers will be very busy in 2011. We have to juggle with killer assignments and packed classes for almost everyday! But no worries, we will seek for a free time to give you more of our sexalicious reviews! So, keep it up with us for always! Love.

All I want for Christmas is...Tokio Hotel! ;D

Merry Christmas to all of you! And have a Happy New Year! Yeah, even though we don't celebrate christmas but we wouldn't wanna missed a chance to wish to those who are celebrating! especially to all the lovely TH! Entertainment supporters ;D Hope Santa will exclude you from the naughty list or you wouldn't get anything filled in your stockings so as no presents for you under that christmas tree, this year! ;p Uh oh, but I caught one bad boy on the loose, Santa! It's none other than Tom Kaulitz ;p

"In a little while Bill and I will storm the Christmas tree to get our gifts. I’m really curious what my little brother came up with for me this year! I love fast cars ;-)…but to keep my personal tradition going, I didn’t get anything for him! " - Tom Kaulitz on Tom's blog

Naughty naughty Tom, how could you not give any presents to your dearly little twin brother, Bill? *tisk tisk* And what? Is Bill gonna give you a car? I'd say don't give you any pressie at all! Hahaha ;p But hey since he said it's a so-called tradition of his, so why bother? Bill is just too nice and too good to be true, now eh. Now, I know who's the good and the evil twin ;p



← Then again, maybe Tom Kaulitz is the Santa! He was all sexified with the whole 'HoHoHo' sayings too! ;p



Well, for one thing the boys from Tokio Hotel will surely have a wonderful christmas celebration with their family and loved ones just like all of you! ;D So, have a blast celebration, guys! Now, let's get to the Chirstmas spirit! Bill, the snow is falling! Sing to us a lil something, now ;p

And so, another new year is ahead as 2010 slowly fades away!
Say your thank yous, now boys! ;)

Bill Kaulitz, Just The Way You Are.

Achtung!
Will the real Bill Kaulitz, please stand up, now?
I'm calling out for the pure human kind not that mysterious alien boy ;p

Watch out now, Dollies! It takes only one snapshot of a fan at the airport with the famous rockstar to let us see an image of a real life man creature, not some kind of an alien who has a heavenly gorgeous look for a face that is way beyond for a typical human to own. Yes, finally! Bill has prove to the world that he is actually a true human after all. Phew! All this while, we have always thought this boy seems to be too perfect to be born as a human being. Well, you can kiss that crazy thought goodbye now for the picture I have attached below will give you million reasons that he is in fact, a human indisguise, donning a mask of an alien. I don't know why he wanted to hide his natural beauty with those thick foundation and heavy black liners, sigh. Oh well, an extraterrestrial boy is who he is, so we can't change that fact, obviously. But I have to say, that lady is the luckiest female on Earth to be captured in a frame with our favourite sexy rockstar, good enough to stab the hearts of all the Bill Kaulitz fans out there!


I know this is just too beautiful to witness but don't cry now, you're gonna make me cry too! ;p A warning, don't do anything crazy I beg you please even if you're boiled up with an anger. She means no harm. Just ignore the lady there and travel yourself to the world of your imagination as to put your face precisely beside that handsome dude. And hey, as fans we should thank her for posting it in the online world to let us see ;) Truthfully, after I have seen this picture, I have a full-respect belief that;

1. Bill Kaulitz is a pure Human!
A close-up look of that undeniably flawless face of his without any touch-up of his favourite face paint has highly lighten up his natural look. One handsome guy who is an actual human, now that's more like it Bill!

2. Bill Kaulitz can be a typical handsome man that you will not mistaken him for a Rockstar!
Of course, if you snap a picture by using a handy camera phone of yours together with someone, and that someone is a rockstar! you can come up with tons of white lies
saying he is your boyfriend because, as i often call it as a 'camwhore moment' picture, the snapshot will totally show you the reality image of a typical girl or guy like you see everyday on facebook. In this case, a rockstar being the normal him, that's something you won't get to see everyday!

3. Bill Kaulitz is Straight!
A moustache line carved on the upper part of his lips and with those untouched, off with the make-up for a pair of chesnut brown eyes hidden under his sexy aviator gave him an extra bonus for a manly look. *woot woot* Sexy and Love seems to be the perfect word combination for the manly Bill!

Those 3 points are well said, the perfect evidence for everyone who has doubts or jugding Bill without any circumstances at all! You have to agree with me on that, right? Or if not, I'm guessing you don't admire the natural beauty of a man, now aite? Haha ;p

" When I see your face, There's not a thing that I would change,
Cause you're amazing, Just the way you are.."

Yes, Bruno Mars may have the right words on letting me to sing that one out to make you open your eyes on how incredibly amazing you are, handsome one! Or shall I sing from a girl's perspective view like this beautiful fanmade video, now? ;) ♥

Arigato, Tokyo! from Tokio :)

When all's well ends well. Yes, as Shakespeare would have said it for his play and well I'd like to give him a full credit for this phrase as it would definitely be the best structured lines to describe about Tokio Hotel's recent trip to Tokyo!

Day #5 has passed. Must be so hard for them to let go of Tokyo, now aite? ;) It was the day where they have packed their luggages to say Sayounara, (no pictures provided as the band's departure was highly guarded on that time, shesh.) Sayounara means Goodbye. So, Goodbye Tokyo! Tokio Hotel will back again soon in January. They may left Tokyo in sadness but hey, they totally cheered them back with a promising return for an actual concert in conjuction of celebrating their 'Darkside of the Sun' album released only in Japan. Now now, my dearies let's not make a scene on hearing that the only country they're gonna rock on for 2011 is well, Japan ;) The rest of the year will put the band on a hiatus mode as the studio work will be in session. Don't you just wish you could be one of those Japanese who will burst into the tears of joy on seeing Tokio Hotel back again in Tokyo for the second time around in just between a tiny wrinkle of time? There there, I know how that feels but just remember, if their happiest dream was ever to be in Tokyo, then we should be happy too for them :) For a band who seemed to know nothing about Tokyo but use the word "Tokio" which literally is a German word for Tokyo, as a part of their band name to gain fame and success, let them at least take this opportunity to learn more about the art culture carried by the youthful Japs with such popular ratings of manga, visual kei, J-Pop, J-Rock and lots more! OMG, suddenly I feel sorry to the boys for not knowing the uniqueness of Japan, they should really learn from Cinema Bizarre! Haha, kidding ;p So yeah, what the heck? Let Tokio Hotel learn the unique taste of Japan! Tokyo itself is a unique city, so why not let this unique Tokio Hotel band to just explore as to make them realize that "Tokio" isn't just an exotic word for a use, it is in fact a city filled with fantastical and unique wonders ;) I bet they were amazed as to be greeted by their Japanese fans with lovingly hand-made Origami-Christmas Cards. Now, that isn't something they encounter now, aite? Once in a blue moon in Tokyo, Japan! Haha ;)

Not to forget, besides writing down some happy thoughts for a memory lane, the band also left a little something for Japan,with love from Germany for the Deutschland-Japan: 150 Jahre Freundschaft (Germany-Japan: 150 years of friendship) as being as Youth Ambassadors between those two countries. Whoa, so much for being German-borns and at the same time, carrying out Japan's most popular city for a name use in the stardom! ;p

Okay, I know I know. Now that Tokio in Tokyo is official over let's mark a fullstop point to the Japan labelled topic in this blog for a while. The boys must have gone back to LA and Germany in peaceful sound but oh well, to picture their happiness upon their dream come true Tokyo visit couldn't seem to just be out from our minds, right? It kept flashing in and out, especially when you see those pictures of smiley grinning Kaulitz twins arrived at the Narita International Airport. Haha, they looked like some happy and jumpy boys who just entered a candyland ;p Speaking of candyland...


↑ look what they have served for the boys in their dressing room! Yummy Junkfood! Okay, we seriously can't get enough of Tokio in Tokyo. So, let's just recap again to let us see how happy they were on their memorable journey in Tokyo ;) With a video report from the Tokyo Tv, now! ;p