Guitar Lessons.

It was a gloomy evening with the rain pouring heavily outside, you plucked the strings of your guitar but it can never beat the sound of the loud angry thunder. You were annoyed by mother nature and nervous at the same time. Your mind seemed to make you wonder, "Why would he ask you to come for an extra class?" Come to think of it, you were doing very well with your guitar lessons. Say, a journey of becoming a rockstar isn't that hard when you give out your full passion in it but your dad wanted you to work your ass off since he is your producer. Hence, that is where the private guitar lessons came about. "You can play the guitar but certainly not good enough!" That's what he thought and immediately he made a deal with one of the band members of the band he's been producing with. Plus, the band is currently working in the studio. Your dad said it would make their break time worth a while by teaching you a few ropes on being successful in the music industry. You had no other choice but to just follow since you're a novice anyway.

It has been a week since you had these guitar lessons with the only guitarist of the band, Tokio Hotel. At the beginning, you thought Tom would be so cool judging by the way he look, yeah a handsome ghetto lost in a rock band. Turns out, he was making your life a living hell! Giving you endless homework, chords after chords, tons of it to practice and extra hours to stay in the studio to just what else? practice while having him watch over. Most of the time, Tom wasn't that strict but he has this one favourite sentences that drives you crazy as he would repeat it every single day right after you've finished with your jam session, "That was good and again." And he just smiled sinisterly as if torturing you is his fun game to play! He kills you, everyday! Somehow, you didn't mind at all, with having a superhot private tutor like him and who is merely your age, who would actually mind? Yes, you had to admit, aside from his evil side, he is one good-looking German guy you've ever met that got you nervous the whole time he was there in the same room as you. He tortured you hella good!

You sat on the couch at the empty studio, patiently with still strumming your guitar, while the thunders were singing lively out the windows, on account of waiting for Tom's arrival. You were concentrating too much on your guitar, barely even notice the door was opened and someone came in.

"Sorry, got caught up in the rain." Tom was all soaked up due to the rain and yet, he'd still look gorgeous, making you tongue-tied for a second there. He took off his wet oversized jacket, only to revealed his white v-neck tee which by then was all transparent. You could clearly see his hot body and no doubt, it was calling your hand for a stroke.

"Is it really wet..I mean, heavy out there?" You got mixed up with your words as your eyes were still glued to his muscular body underneath his wet tee.

"Yeah, heavy and wet indeed." He chuckled hotly. "So, shall we?"

"Don't you feel like changing first?"

"Sure."

You gulped as you saw Tom was taking off his tee without any shame in front of you as if he was ready to make love. Your heart beats faster on seeing his spontaneous sexy act. And why would he be shameful again? Oh yes, for making you weak on the knees even though you're practically in a sitting manner. Again, you got tongue-tied, hoping you wouldn't drool yourself upon looking his smoking hot body. Tom sat next to you and just stared with those dazzling chestnut eyes of his. "So, are you ready?"

"Yeah. I'm ready. Guitar's ready." You kept your cool to avoid him from noticing of how uncomfortable you felt with having him topless sitting a few inch close to you.

"What was the last song you've practiced?"

"Your song, Geh."

"Nice." Tom smiled charmingly and moved closer to you. He put his hands on yours to guide you with the strumming. His touch was delicate, good enough to make your heart drums wildly from the inside. You could feel the heat of his body even though he's all wet, you were so close to him and there wasn't even a space filled to breathe between the two of you. As his fingers and yours were gently strumming the guitar strings and the soothing 'Geh' song was being played, you couldn't help but to feel that his eyes was all over you. You stare at him back to make an eye contact. The music has stopped but you could hear the beat of your heart drumming non-stop and so as his. He then gestured his hand to lift up your chin and kissed passionately on your lips. The temptation was high and you fiery kissed him back, dropping the guitar to the floor. Your hands were all over his bare chest while his fingers were getting lost in your hair. He panned you down on the couch as the two of you were playing the kissing game.

"Wait. Do I really need this extra class?" You stopped him and asked.

"Of course, an extra class to enjoy. I've tortured you enough." Tom winked and he continued the 'lessons' he had to offer for you on that day ;)

Modern Day Lestat ;)

I know some of you might say Bill is camouflaging an 80's rocker look, inspired by David Bowie. True to that. Although when I look at Bill now, of him wearing this long blondie hairdo, all I can think of is ..3 words, Lestat de Lioncourt. For those who doesn't know who the hell is Lestat, well let me introduce you to him for a bit. Lestat is a fictional character created by Anne Rice for her vampire chronicles novel series. Do watch the famous Interview with the Vampire or Queen of the Damned if you wish to learn more about him. Tom Cruise and Stuart Townsend played as Lestat, sexy as hell, no doubt! ;) One thing for sure, Lestat is viciously alluring for a vampire! You'd begged him to bite you at any cost! Forget Edward Cullen, he only sparkles, not as fangstastic as Lestat! ;p

"Lestat stands at six feet, with thick rather curly blonde hair that is not quite shoulder length and which appears white under fluorescent lighting. He has grey eyes that easily absorb the colours of blue or violet from surfaces around them. His nose is fairly short and narrow, while his mouth is well shaped though slightly too large for his face, and is capable of looking very mean or extremely generous, but always sensual. As the living dead, his face is constantly animated and beautiful with his skin deathly white and highly reflective forcing him to apply make up for cameras of any kind, and when starved of blood his skin becomes shrunken with veins like ropes appearing over the contours of his bones. His only feature that proves he is not human is his glazed fingernails which give the impression that they are made of glass." 

(Source: Wikipedia) 

From my observation, I'd say Bill can portray well of this sexiest-vampire-ever character because they share a lot of things in common! He did say once, he wanted to play a vampire role if he was given the chance to act. voila! there you go, I found the perfect vampire character for you, Bill! Indeed, Lestat has a long blonde hair but even though it's curly-wurly, well hello? this is the 21st century, haven't you heard of rebonding/relaxing hair treatment? haha XD A big common thing that Lestat and Bill shared is none other than being a sexified rockstar! Uh-huh, now tell me does it bothers you when I imagine Bill to be the newest modern day vampire Lestat? no right? hehe ;) He fits perfectly!

Sorry dearies for I have guilty immersed my obsession over this favourite fictional character of mine into the BK world! For those who admires vampires and loves Bill Kaulitz as much as I do, you can have a read on my fanfiction; BK Bites~! It's undeniable different and certainly not as great as Anne Rice's writing piece, but give it a try and who knows you might just thirst for more? ;)

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Return of the Lion King Bill!

Behold, our Lion King has returned! ;O Yes surprise surprise, Bill is back to his signature lion mane hair! Bringing back the old nostalgia, huh? But this time it's in a shade of blonde. If you can't help but to wonder how did his hair grow long so fast? Well, let me introduce you to hair extension! Yes, Bill with hair extension. Isn't that more of a girly-girl thing to do now eh? Oh wishing we could just summon back his manly side once more but what the heck? this is the newly improved Bill Kaulitz, circa 2013. So, whether we like it or not, he ain't gonna change until he's getting seriously bored with it. *hoping for a miracle change* Go back to your sexy man haircut, please Bill! You killed us all, in a good and a bad way with your surprises, lol.

RIP to the Rock & Roll Sex God look! :'(

Some may say it's PERFECTION, a big part of us couldn't deny that fact for sure but it's quite sad for us to see him going for the androgynous look again. Why can't he sees that he look a LOT better and sexier with a shorter hair?! Well, come to think of it who are we to say that again? Oh wait Bill, we're like your adoring fans who prefers to drool over your sexiness when you're a handsome man not a pretty guy! ;p

Anyway, I'm not gonna blab more shitty stuff on Bill because I know some of you, Aliens out there would want to kill us for actually knowing how much we hate Bill's new hair, haha! ;p But chillax will ya? It's a matter of an honest opinion and hey, we will always love Bill no matter what happens! I must admit he'd still look like one HELLA GOOD-LOOKING ROCKSTAR in any kind of hairstyles he don, no doubt! #shititstrue!

The Break-Up.

"We need to talk."

That four crucial words, feared by every couple and was created as a starting line of an ending, has finally came between you and Bill. And you could tell that tone in his voice, it sounded as if something is wrong somewhere.

"You know, I love you..."
"Then, what is the problem?"
"But not as much as I love..."

Your heart broke into pieces to hear this stunning rockstar of yours blabbed out the real truth. You and Bill knew well that between you and him, there was more than just a love. You were his true love, he once said that. Everything was beautiful at first, the love you had with him blossomed from a single rose to a lovely garden. You couldn't help but to wonder, what did you do wrong for him to choose another? He was certainly not the type of guy who plays around with other people's heart, not that you know of. Let's face it, he is still a rockstar, he would probably have some secrets sealed, not for the ears of a single soul to hear! 

Tears were streaming down your cheeks knowing there was someone who actually owns his heart and that someone was not you. You felt like a fool, it wasn't always your heart being played by someone whose job is to wow the crowd with an amazing act of performance with his virtuoso skill! He was indeed your favourite rockstar and your lover but somehow all of his promises turned into ashes as he started to confess his real feelings. You blamed yourself for falling madly and deeply in love with him without having a thought that he would treat you just like one of his band groupies. Maybe you have misunderstood him all this while and those treatments he showered you with is nothing close to be called as 'special'. But through his eyes he seemed to be true and sincere, was that a part of his acting?

Your heart was beating fast as your tears slowly began to ease.
"There's someone else?"
"Look, I don't wanna lie to you. I thought you, out of all people would understand this. I love you, baby but the other one needs me more than anything else, I can't just leave, we're like committed to each other since forever!"

Your breaking heart has cracked even more as his blunt words were fed into your ears. You should have known better not to fall in love that easily with a rockstar like him. But then again, you can't really blame yourself if it was fate.

"So, are you breaking up with me?"
He grabbed your shoulder and sighed. "Listen, this is for the best. I love you both but I have to choose one right now. It isn't gonna be easy but trust me, it would be worth it."

You felt like wanting to give a slap on his handsome face but since you were a sucker for his charm, you wept again, instead. "I'm sorry, I had to do this, baby. I'm truly am sorry. Music is important to me and I don't wanna hurt you." Bill came closer and wiped your tears away. "I'll be away for too long and you'll be missing me, that's not how I wanted us to be. I feel guilty of leaving you here without having me near. Because I love you so much, maybe it is better if we parted for now." Bill hugged you tight and gave you one last goodbye kiss.

You've finally realized of what he was meaning to say and his kiss was just enough to prove to you that there wasn't any other girl, there was only you. Although, you can never break the relationship he has with his music career. You knew what you had to do. Let him go. Even if it's hard for you but he was right, you'll be more hurt if he hold on to you and left you hanging, at the same time, making your love and his wilted away and soon be dead. Moreover, letting him bearing the guilt of leaving you here was selfish. In the end, you just had to accept whatever is happening between you and Bill.
 

Before you walked away from Bill, you caught a glimpse on him for the last time. He gave you a look that says, "I don't wanna let you go but I had to." and unwillingly carved a smile before he put his head down to avoid from getting hurt on seeing his so-called ex-lover leave with still carrying half of his heart.


"If you love somebody, let them go, for if they return, they were always yours. And if they don't, they never were." - Kahlil Gibran

The Lion & Mafia.

Lately, it's all about hair and hair and hair for the boys of Tokio Hotel! I assume this hair frenzy will never end until everyone is satisfied. But human can never be satisfied, hence the word 'change' would always be an option. I guess the Kaulitz twins wouldn't wanna lose in the battle of 'whose-hairstyle-or-haircut-is-the-most-talk-about-of-the-century' war! When Hagen stepped in, there's no way for these twins to give up that easily, especially Tom. He can never let his best mate outshine him, haha! Then again, we would be happier if the twins would be the ones who revealed their new hair via the btk app but sadly, the paparazzi caught them first way before they actually have an idea of uploading any pics of themselves donning the new sexy hairdo. So much of keeping it to be a mystery, eh boys!

Alas, the hairdo is unveiled. Obviously, we're not surprised of the do that Bill worn since the Jedward boys has tweeted their get-together fun time with Bill photos last week. Although, I must say Bill's hair is getting into a mane, don't ya think so? ROAR! Beware, Bill's lion mane hair is back but with nil usage of hairspray, looks messy too. Uh oh, you're letting it easy for someone to run their fingers through your hair without getting stuck, Bill! Ouu sexy..and hey, messy is sexy. Of course, this sexy rockstar will always tear us apart like an animal! He is in fact the lion king! *wild thoughts incoming, erk!* Haha ;p

Now moving on to Tom. Finally, we get to see his hair that he kept well hidden. Yes, not entirely but at least, a little sneak peek. All I can say he looks a lot older with the new do, yeah plus with those facial hair up til his jawline and talk about his dressing! ;O Are you sure you're still the hip-hop wannabe Tom Kaulitz we knew?! I must say he is handsome for once though. Not that he is not handsome all this while but I'd like to think Tom is a more of a cute boy than a handsome man ;) So, maybe he was just trying to lose his baby face look by growing more facial hair and keeping his hair longer in a natural growth way; (the dreads and cornrows days are long gone, R.I.P) but still trying to look as a notorious as he could be, all hopes to be a bad boy mafia. or as one of us who is a #teamTom would say, 'like a french man?' Well, I'd say he looks like those rich gentleman in a movie who secretly is a criminal, works with the bad guys, lol. "..but Mama I'm in love with a criminal, and this type of love isn't rational, it's physical. Mama please don't cry I will be alright, all reason aside I just can't deny, love the guy.." we let Britney sings for ya, Tom! ;p

For one thing, I'm digging the colour of his hair and Bill's, they look somehow different but in a good way, perhaps? Keep on surprising us, please..we'd like to see more! Now would you go for the lion or mafia? We'd say, we want the old sexy blondie rockstar and the ghetto hottie back! ;p

Source: LiesAngeles 1/2

Amaze us, Edward Scissorhands! ;)

Now, who says only the Kaulitz twins are allowed to change their hairstyles for the upcoming new album? I mean, if it takes one haircut that would make the whole galaxy of aliens in the TH fandom to have a massive havoc over it, then Georg would surely wanna give it a shot! Let him steal the limelight for now. In fact, let him steal it all! I hope Bill and Tom doesn't mind of having a little break from our world of fangirling madness for a while, though! Give Georg a chance ;p

"Georg Listing just met with Edward Scissorhands and it turned out great!"

I'm pretty sure most of us were suffocating at first glance of seeing what the official Tokio Hotel account has revealed as their picture of the day! Yes, I know we would all be missing that lovely silky straight hair of this German hobbit ever so much with his hair flipping 'bitch,i'm-so-fabulous' act but oh well, when it's time for a change, let's just cross our fingers and hope for the best. Bill once did a huge transition of letting go his signature mane hair and not to forget, the black jet dye! The result, like whoa! one sexy blondie ready to trigger the sexy siren! So yeah. I wonder how will the new Georg would look like. They did say "..it turned out great!", so as about we'll just have to trust them. Hey, who knows Georg's new haircut would make him look ten times hotter than the rest of the boys? You'll never know, it might just surprise you! Georg, our sexy siren is all prepared for you, just come out and shine whenever you're ready! ;)

Zoom into a Rockstar ;)

The clock strikes midnight and I was changing for a late dinner invitation by my own boyfriend, of course. I mean, it's not really a dinner, more like a supper accompanied with a fun Saturday night gateway at the nearest nightclub of our town, minus the paparazzis though. Booze and body-rocking music, there aren't any other combination fitted well enough like the two of these. After a few try-ons, I finally slipped on a sexy black halter top over my torso that matched perfectly with my shiny black leather leggings. He loves black, I love it too and black is sophisticated yet sexy. So, it's classy! "Now, the shoes!" It would be easy for me to just pick one if I didn't have a floor to floor filled shoe racks courtesy of my boyfriend who was too deary of making half room of his closet belongs to me. Ignoring the ticking clock, I browsed to find one for my pretty feet to rock with for a night. "Eureka!" My eyes were shooting straight to the studded booties designed by my all time favourite designer, all hail the late Mcqueen! I shut the closet door right after and went to the end of the bed to wear them out. It was getting late, the room has cast a dark ambience with a little help from the dimmed downlights. The only thing that I could hear was the ticking clock in the bathroom. I wonder if my boyfriend had left and waited me at the car? It seems so quiet. "Too much of a fashion crisis!" that's what I thought, "I should have quicken my changing time."

Suddenly, there was a sound came dancing to my ears. The sound became clear after a few seconds only to reveal a humming voice coming from the next room. "Hmm Hmmm Hmmm Hmmmm Hmmm Hmmm Hmmmm Hmmmmmmm.." It sounded ghostly yet in a beautiful melody. The humming was like an imitation to a song that I knew and soon, little by little the words came out. "..I feel you, don't look away. Zoom into me, Zoom into me.." That pleasant voice touched my skin, filled me with comfort and a feel of warmth, it hugged me softly as it was floating in the air. I felt like I was in my own little fantasy world and this voice was my phantom of music, it lifted my soul. "..I know you're scared, when you can't breathe, I will be there, Zoom into me." Slowly like gravity, it pulled me to the direction of where it came from, out of the door and into the next room. Strangely, I was hypnotized by the beautiful sound of it and it seemed to be calling me to follow. "Was the radio on? since nobody's inside the house except for me. Did my boyfriend play the song purposely because he knew it was my favourite track from Tokio Hotel?" I followed the voice down the corridor to the living hall and surprised to see the voice was actually coming live from him. Yes, him, my phantom of music, my boyfriend or shall I say, the one and only vocalist of Tokio Hotel? "Baby, could you hurry up a little?" He ended his lines and started to call out for me without even noticing I was already in the same room of where he stood, hand-crossed for the waiting. "Aww how nice it is to have a rockstar waiting for you?" He saw me and put that sweet grin up on his face. "Wait wait, just hold that grin for a sec!" I took my iphone and zoomed into him while counting..

"3,2,1, cheese!"

"You're crazy!" 

"Baby, I'm just zooming into you."

:)

Bill and Laura like Phantom and Angel?! ;O

Is it me or the title of Ladies' man award no longer goes to Tom, yeah it certainly goes out to his little brother, B to the I to the L-L, Bill! Ever since the DSDS show runs about, this sexy Kaulitz seemed to give the TH fandom a shaking earthquake from one after another with his scandalous drama!

It wasn't that long when the story of one of the DSDS contestant, Fairuz Fussi goes wild right after RTL has captured a scene where Bill who was to be seen comforting her on the sandy beach of Carribean. And now, another contestant from DSDS has been marked as the next target to be the most talked about or hated? girl of the century! Laura Kleinas, 17, half french and was lucky enough to win the heart of our very own Bill Kaulitz. Why is it so? Just because Bill let her go to the next Recall without really judging on her singing skills? Smooth, real smooth. Okay, she can sing after all with a beautiful opera-like voice minus the fact that she forgot the lyrics but it really amazed the juries because she can really hit those high notes! And hey, who knows? to Bill, she has that young ambitious spirit to be a star like he used to have back then when he was young and that's what he admires about her and maybe because she is a beautiful girl with a beautiful voice too. This reminds me of the classic Phantom of the Opera tale. Laura is alike to Christine Daae and Bill wishes to be Erik the phantom and be her Angel of Music? *GASP* ;O Haha calm down now, dear aliens. Don't jump straight to conclusion saying that Bill is in love with her! You got that feeling just because Dieter Bohlen made that tiny little assumption. But hey, what if he's really into her? That wouldn't be a problem now aite? ;) It took us some time to accept Tom's love towards Ria and so, why can't we let Bill to have his chance when it comes to falling in love? He deserves to love and to be loved too, you know ;) Although, I must say I'm quite upset IF he let her in just because he really likes her! That's quite unprofessional of you, Bill :)

 

   

  

So, what do you think? Is Bill really in love with Laura? Seeing of how bias he can be when it comes to her? and what more, with those singing along act and non-stop smiling faces of his during her showtime? Could it be love? We'd say those sly smiles of his upon Dieter's question could only meant two things. It's either, "Yes, cupid has struck an arrow in my heart and I'm in love with her!?" or "No?! Are you fucking kidding me? That's like the first funniest joke I've ever heard for the year 2013!" You'll be the judge now ;) or we'll just have to believe whatever Bill said, yeah "..what a load of rubbish!" Obviously, we can't wait to see who's your next hittin' on victim, Bill! ;p

Source: Tokio Hotel America