The Break-Up.

"We need to talk."

That four crucial words, feared by every couple and was created as a starting line of an ending, has finally came between you and Bill. And you could tell that tone in his voice, it sounded as if something is wrong somewhere.

"You know, I love you..."
"Then, what is the problem?"
"But not as much as I love..."

Your heart broke into pieces to hear this stunning rockstar of yours blabbed out the real truth. You and Bill knew well that between you and him, there was more than just a love. You were his true love, he once said that. Everything was beautiful at first, the love you had with him blossomed from a single rose to a lovely garden. You couldn't help but to wonder, what did you do wrong for him to choose another? He was certainly not the type of guy who plays around with other people's heart, not that you know of. Let's face it, he is still a rockstar, he would probably have some secrets sealed, not for the ears of a single soul to hear! 

Tears were streaming down your cheeks knowing there was someone who actually owns his heart and that someone was not you. You felt like a fool, it wasn't always your heart being played by someone whose job is to wow the crowd with an amazing act of performance with his virtuoso skill! He was indeed your favourite rockstar and your lover but somehow all of his promises turned into ashes as he started to confess his real feelings. You blamed yourself for falling madly and deeply in love with him without having a thought that he would treat you just like one of his band groupies. Maybe you have misunderstood him all this while and those treatments he showered you with is nothing close to be called as 'special'. But through his eyes he seemed to be true and sincere, was that a part of his acting?

Your heart was beating fast as your tears slowly began to ease.
"There's someone else?"
"Look, I don't wanna lie to you. I thought you, out of all people would understand this. I love you, baby but the other one needs me more than anything else, I can't just leave, we're like committed to each other since forever!"

Your breaking heart has cracked even more as his blunt words were fed into your ears. You should have known better not to fall in love that easily with a rockstar like him. But then again, you can't really blame yourself if it was fate.

"So, are you breaking up with me?"
He grabbed your shoulder and sighed. "Listen, this is for the best. I love you both but I have to choose one right now. It isn't gonna be easy but trust me, it would be worth it."

You felt like wanting to give a slap on his handsome face but since you were a sucker for his charm, you wept again, instead. "I'm sorry, I had to do this, baby. I'm truly am sorry. Music is important to me and I don't wanna hurt you." Bill came closer and wiped your tears away. "I'll be away for too long and you'll be missing me, that's not how I wanted us to be. I feel guilty of leaving you here without having me near. Because I love you so much, maybe it is better if we parted for now." Bill hugged you tight and gave you one last goodbye kiss.

You've finally realized of what he was meaning to say and his kiss was just enough to prove to you that there wasn't any other girl, there was only you. Although, you can never break the relationship he has with his music career. You knew what you had to do. Let him go. Even if it's hard for you but he was right, you'll be more hurt if he hold on to you and left you hanging, at the same time, making your love and his wilted away and soon be dead. Moreover, letting him bearing the guilt of leaving you here was selfish. In the end, you just had to accept whatever is happening between you and Bill.
 

Before you walked away from Bill, you caught a glimpse on him for the last time. He gave you a look that says, "I don't wanna let you go but I had to." and unwillingly carved a smile before he put his head down to avoid from getting hurt on seeing his so-called ex-lover leave with still carrying half of his heart.


"If you love somebody, let them go, for if they return, they were always yours. And if they don't, they never were." - Kahlil Gibran

The Lion & Mafia.

Lately, it's all about hair and hair and hair for the boys of Tokio Hotel! I assume this hair frenzy will never end until everyone is satisfied. But human can never be satisfied, hence the word 'change' would always be an option. I guess the Kaulitz twins wouldn't wanna lose in the battle of 'whose-hairstyle-or-haircut-is-the-most-talk-about-of-the-century' war! When Hagen stepped in, there's no way for these twins to give up that easily, especially Tom. He can never let his best mate outshine him, haha! Then again, we would be happier if the twins would be the ones who revealed their new hair via the btk app but sadly, the paparazzi caught them first way before they actually have an idea of uploading any pics of themselves donning the new sexy hairdo. So much of keeping it to be a mystery, eh boys!

Alas, the hairdo is unveiled. Obviously, we're not surprised of the do that Bill worn since the Jedward boys has tweeted their get-together fun time with Bill photos last week. Although, I must say Bill's hair is getting into a mane, don't ya think so? ROAR! Beware, Bill's lion mane hair is back but with nil usage of hairspray, looks messy too. Uh oh, you're letting it easy for someone to run their fingers through your hair without getting stuck, Bill! Ouu sexy..and hey, messy is sexy. Of course, this sexy rockstar will always tear us apart like an animal! He is in fact the lion king! *wild thoughts incoming, erk!* Haha ;p

Now moving on to Tom. Finally, we get to see his hair that he kept well hidden. Yes, not entirely but at least, a little sneak peek. All I can say he looks a lot older with the new do, yeah plus with those facial hair up til his jawline and talk about his dressing! ;O Are you sure you're still the hip-hop wannabe Tom Kaulitz we knew?! I must say he is handsome for once though. Not that he is not handsome all this while but I'd like to think Tom is a more of a cute boy than a handsome man ;) So, maybe he was just trying to lose his baby face look by growing more facial hair and keeping his hair longer in a natural growth way; (the dreads and cornrows days are long gone, R.I.P) but still trying to look as a notorious as he could be, all hopes to be a bad boy mafia. or as one of us who is a #teamTom would say, 'like a french man?' Well, I'd say he looks like those rich gentleman in a movie who secretly is a criminal, works with the bad guys, lol. "..but Mama I'm in love with a criminal, and this type of love isn't rational, it's physical. Mama please don't cry I will be alright, all reason aside I just can't deny, love the guy.." we let Britney sings for ya, Tom! ;p

For one thing, I'm digging the colour of his hair and Bill's, they look somehow different but in a good way, perhaps? Keep on surprising us, please..we'd like to see more! Now would you go for the lion or mafia? We'd say, we want the old sexy blondie rockstar and the ghetto hottie back! ;p

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Amaze us, Edward Scissorhands! ;)

Now, who says only the Kaulitz twins are allowed to change their hairstyles for the upcoming new album? I mean, if it takes one haircut that would make the whole galaxy of aliens in the TH fandom to have a massive havoc over it, then Georg would surely wanna give it a shot! Let him steal the limelight for now. In fact, let him steal it all! I hope Bill and Tom doesn't mind of having a little break from our world of fangirling madness for a while, though! Give Georg a chance ;p

"Georg Listing just met with Edward Scissorhands and it turned out great!"

I'm pretty sure most of us were suffocating at first glance of seeing what the official Tokio Hotel account has revealed as their picture of the day! Yes, I know we would all be missing that lovely silky straight hair of this German hobbit ever so much with his hair flipping 'bitch,i'm-so-fabulous' act but oh well, when it's time for a change, let's just cross our fingers and hope for the best. Bill once did a huge transition of letting go his signature mane hair and not to forget, the black jet dye! The result, like whoa! one sexy blondie ready to trigger the sexy siren! So yeah. I wonder how will the new Georg would look like. They did say "..it turned out great!", so as about we'll just have to trust them. Hey, who knows Georg's new haircut would make him look ten times hotter than the rest of the boys? You'll never know, it might just surprise you! Georg, our sexy siren is all prepared for you, just come out and shine whenever you're ready! ;)

Zoom into a Rockstar ;)

The clock strikes midnight and I was changing for a late dinner invitation by my own boyfriend, of course. I mean, it's not really a dinner, more like a supper accompanied with a fun Saturday night gateway at the nearest nightclub of our town, minus the paparazzis though. Booze and body-rocking music, there aren't any other combination fitted well enough like the two of these. After a few try-ons, I finally slipped on a sexy black halter top over my torso that matched perfectly with my shiny black leather leggings. He loves black, I love it too and black is sophisticated yet sexy. So, it's classy! "Now, the shoes!" It would be easy for me to just pick one if I didn't have a floor to floor filled shoe racks courtesy of my boyfriend who was too deary of making half room of his closet belongs to me. Ignoring the ticking clock, I browsed to find one for my pretty feet to rock with for a night. "Eureka!" My eyes were shooting straight to the studded booties designed by my all time favourite designer, all hail the late Mcqueen! I shut the closet door right after and went to the end of the bed to wear them out. It was getting late, the room has cast a dark ambience with a little help from the dimmed downlights. The only thing that I could hear was the ticking clock in the bathroom. I wonder if my boyfriend had left and waited me at the car? It seems so quiet. "Too much of a fashion crisis!" that's what I thought, "I should have quicken my changing time."

Suddenly, there was a sound came dancing to my ears. The sound became clear after a few seconds only to reveal a humming voice coming from the next room. "Hmm Hmmm Hmmm Hmmmm Hmmm Hmmm Hmmmm Hmmmmmmm.." It sounded ghostly yet in a beautiful melody. The humming was like an imitation to a song that I knew and soon, little by little the words came out. "..I feel you, don't look away. Zoom into me, Zoom into me.." That pleasant voice touched my skin, filled me with comfort and a feel of warmth, it hugged me softly as it was floating in the air. I felt like I was in my own little fantasy world and this voice was my phantom of music, it lifted my soul. "..I know you're scared, when you can't breathe, I will be there, Zoom into me." Slowly like gravity, it pulled me to the direction of where it came from, out of the door and into the next room. Strangely, I was hypnotized by the beautiful sound of it and it seemed to be calling me to follow. "Was the radio on? since nobody's inside the house except for me. Did my boyfriend play the song purposely because he knew it was my favourite track from Tokio Hotel?" I followed the voice down the corridor to the living hall and surprised to see the voice was actually coming live from him. Yes, him, my phantom of music, my boyfriend or shall I say, the one and only vocalist of Tokio Hotel? "Baby, could you hurry up a little?" He ended his lines and started to call out for me without even noticing I was already in the same room of where he stood, hand-crossed for the waiting. "Aww how nice it is to have a rockstar waiting for you?" He saw me and put that sweet grin up on his face. "Wait wait, just hold that grin for a sec!" I took my iphone and zoomed into him while counting..

"3,2,1, cheese!"

"You're crazy!" 

"Baby, I'm just zooming into you."

:)