Tuesday, September 17, 2013
Oh, Bill!
Saturday, March 16, 2013
Modern Day Lestat ;)
From my observation, I'd say Bill can portray well of this sexiest-vampire-ever character because they share a lot of things in common! He did say once, he wanted to play a vampire role if he was given the chance to act. voila! there you go, I found the perfect vampire character for you, Bill! Indeed, Lestat has a long blonde hair but even though it's curly-wurly, well hello? this is the 21st century, haven't you heard of rebonding/relaxing hair treatment? haha XD A big common thing that Lestat and Bill shared is none other than being a sexified rockstar! Uh-huh, now tell me does it bothers you when I imagine Bill to be the newest modern day vampire Lestat? no right? hehe ;) He fits perfectly!
Wednesday, February 27, 2013
The Break-Up.
That four crucial words, feared by every couple and was created as a starting line of an ending, has finally came between you and Bill. And you could tell that tone in his voice, it sounded as if something is wrong somewhere.
"You know, I love you..."
"Then, what is the problem?"
"But not as much as I love..."
Your heart broke into pieces to hear this stunning rockstar of yours blabbed out the real truth. You and Bill knew well that between you and him, there was more than just a love. You were his true love, he once said that. Everything was beautiful at first, the love you had with him blossomed from a single rose to a lovely garden. You couldn't help but to wonder, what did you do wrong for him to choose another? He was certainly not the type of guy who plays around with other people's heart, not that you know of. Let's face it, he is still a rockstar, he would probably have some secrets sealed, not for the ears of a single soul to hear!
Tears were streaming down your cheeks knowing there was someone who actually owns his heart and that someone was not you. You felt like a fool, it wasn't always your heart being played by someone whose job is to wow the crowd with an amazing act of performance with his virtuoso skill! He was indeed your favourite rockstar and your lover but somehow all of his promises turned into ashes as he started to confess his real feelings. You blamed yourself for falling madly and deeply in love with him without having a thought that he would treat you just like one of his band groupies. Maybe you have misunderstood him all this while and those treatments he showered you with is nothing close to be called as 'special'. But through his eyes he seemed to be true and sincere, was that a part of his acting?
Your heart was beating fast as your tears slowly began to ease.
"There's someone else?"
"Look, I don't wanna lie to you. I thought you, out of all people would understand this. I love you, baby but the other one needs me more than anything else, I can't just leave, we're like committed to each other since forever!"
Your breaking heart has cracked even more as his blunt words were fed into your ears. You should have known better not to fall in love that easily with a rockstar like him. But then again, you can't really blame yourself if it was fate.
"So, are you breaking up with me?"
He grabbed your shoulder and sighed. "Listen, this is for the best. I love you both but I have to choose one right now. It isn't gonna be easy but trust me, it would be worth it."
You felt like wanting to give a slap on his handsome face but since you were a sucker for his charm, you wept again, instead. "I'm sorry, I had to do this, baby. I'm truly am sorry. Music is important to me and I don't wanna hurt you." Bill came closer and wiped your tears away. "I'll be away for too long and you'll be missing me, that's not how I wanted us to be. I feel guilty of leaving you here without having me near. Because I love you so much, maybe it is better if we parted for now." Bill hugged you tight and gave you one last goodbye kiss.
You've finally realized of what he was meaning to say and his kiss was just enough to prove to you that there wasn't any other girl, there was only you. Although, you can never break the relationship he has with his music career. You knew what you had to do. Let him go. Even if it's hard for you but he was right, you'll be more hurt if he hold on to you and left you hanging, at the same time, making your love and his wilted away and soon be dead. Moreover, letting him bearing the guilt of leaving you here was selfish. In the end, you just had to accept whatever is happening between you and Bill.
Before you walked away from Bill, you caught a glimpse on him for the last time. He gave you a look that says, "I don't wanna let you go but I had to." and unwillingly carved a smile before he put his head down to avoid from getting hurt on seeing his so-called ex-lover leave with still carrying half of his heart.
"If you love somebody, let them go, for if they return, they were always yours. And if they don't, they never were." - Kahlil Gibran
Tuesday, February 5, 2013
Zoom into a Rockstar ;)
Suddenly, there was a sound came dancing to my ears. The sound became clear after a few seconds only to reveal a humming voice coming from the next room. "Hmm Hmmm Hmmm Hmmmm Hmmm Hmmm Hmmmm Hmmmmmmm.." It sounded ghostly yet in a beautiful melody. The humming was like an imitation to a song that I knew and soon, little by little the words came out. "..I feel you, don't look away. Zoom into me, Zoom into me.." That pleasant voice touched my skin, filled me with comfort and a feel of warmth, it hugged me softly as it was floating in the air. I felt like I was in my own little fantasy world and this voice was my phantom of music, it lifted my soul. "..I know you're scared, when you can't breathe, I will be there, Zoom into me." Slowly like gravity, it pulled me to the direction of where it came from, out of the door and into the next room. Strangely, I was hypnotized by the beautiful sound of it and it seemed to be calling me to follow. "Was the radio on? since nobody's inside the house except for me. Did my boyfriend play the song purposely because he knew it was my favourite track from Tokio Hotel?" I followed the voice down the corridor to the living hall and surprised to see the voice was actually coming live from him. Yes, him, my phantom of music, my boyfriend or shall I say, the one and only vocalist of Tokio Hotel? "Baby, could you hurry up a little?" He ended his lines and started to call out for me without even noticing I was already in the same room of where he stood, hand-crossed for the waiting. "Aww how nice it is to have a rockstar waiting for you?" He saw me and put that sweet grin up on his face. "Wait wait, just hold that grin for a sec!" I took my iphone and zoomed into him while counting..
"You're crazy!"
Thursday, January 17, 2013
An Unrequited Love of a Merman
Sunday, July 1, 2012
When Reality meets Heaven in a Convenience Store! ;p
To have seen two sexy yet hunky German boys coming out from a convenience store! WHOA, now that would make you wanna run to that store everyday, waiting for those guys to come back! even when you have to waste your money practically on bubblegum or Mentos just to make the store owner feeling rather less suspicious towards your act of stalking ;p Just pretend that it's hard for you to choose the right flavor of bubblegum for that day, hence it takes up a lot of time to spent! Wise idea, huh? Right when the bell rings, you couldn't just stop looking at the door! hoping that your favourite rockstars' faces would make an appearance. Time has passed, you just have to pick any flavor of bubblegum anyway since the store guy/lady started to have an evil eye on you. Next step, magazine racks! Flipping through magazines, now this is a genuine yet brilliant idea, why haven't you think of it earlier rather than acting all stupid on making a hard decision on the bubblegum?! Pfft! Plus, it is so much closer to the entry doors, duh. One by one, you flipped the page of the magazine that whatever your hand grabbed but your eyes were clearly concentrated to the doors, obviously. And when people around stared awkwardly at you, you've just realized that the magazine you had in your hands, let's just say, wasn't the appropriate one for girls. Playboy or Men's Health magazine would surely put you in shame! Quickly, you put them back and have a quick look to grab the Seventeen magazine! More and more people are coming but no sight of the boys. You feel so helpless and lost hopes since you've been doing this for like almost everyday since you first knew that the Kaulitz twins are regular customers of this store through the tabloids! What more, when your cellphone kept on ringing, clearly to say your mum was looking all over for you!
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
Take me to Wonderland, Bill Kaulitz.
In faraway land, there’s a boy named Bill Kaulitz. He shall take a girl to a wonderland with his muscular pair of arms, that seems to be new, improved and buffed that seems like a candy cane in a candy land, stands out amongst the other candies where every girl would love to take a bite on it, feeling the sweet seduction taste of it tingling on their tongue, forget the other taste buds, only sexy, alluring, and devouring sweetness bud is there. Oh beautiful boy, be my lover, be my everything because I would let you take my hand, take me away to wonderland, for I have never met such a boy like you. Perfect portioned of a man’s body, the height where you could hold on to forever, never fearing of being let go, the body heat that will melt away all your sorrows and drown you in a pool of poisonous love shared between you and him.
Standing in a forest, with the werewolves surrounding her, feeling the fear trembling in her skin, she wishes for him to come and save her. He could see a girl in a beautiful red cloak, made of the finest velvet as she could see the most handsome man that her eyes had ever encountered. Wearing a black velvet cloak, with nothing to hide that muscular body of his, inked with many meaningful words as the wolves approached her. He does not need his white horse or shining armor, he will just stare them away, making these wolves bowing down to him in respect because he is not afraid of them. He is not a coward, not afraid to face danger because there’s nothing could get in the way of him sweeping her away to safety, marrying her as the dawn comes with a breath of whisper coming from his siren lips, “Marry Me and I’ll take you to Wonderland my love.”
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
Bill Kaulitz: Don’t Jump.

“Ich bin Bill Kaulitz.” You hear that every time don’t you? It rings in my mind but I can’t seem to get it why is everyone around me acting strange, that name. It was being called out so many times; there were a sea of people with their bodies covered with t-shirts that sings out the name “Tokio Hotel”.
“I’m sorry my German is not that good but I assume you’re the guy whom every girl in this city been screaming about.” There was a delicate shy smile coming out of his lips, soft like water bed. My eyes were stuck there for a long term until I came back to reality. It was a rainy day in Leipzig, the cloud was crying. Was it happiness? I think so considering I just came back from the beautiful city of Berlin after having a messy night out in the city; as I ran into a huge group of girls screaming outside the stadium which I assumed there must be some concert going on but I have to say, I got annoyed after sometime with that crazy crowd.
But then again, here I am standing right before him in a small coffee shop looking puzzled, because who is this man that every teenage girl in Germany fantasizes to be with? What is so special about him? Because to me what I see is a man who is lost, in need for some new adventure.
“It’s alright; you’re definitely not from around here aren’t you? Because it’s either you lost interest in screaming right in front of my face telling me how much you love me or your just an alien leaving some elsewhere which I personally would like to go to if you do.” He said. Okay, I admit he does have a sexy singing voice which I got busted for smiling at him for too long. So I shared some likeness to him so what? It’s not like I’m crazy over him.
“Well if I were to live in a spaceship, I should likely dress like I live in one don’t you think?” A flirty smile I gave him, So? I can’t help myself. He somehow triggers my intrigue towards him. After a second of saying that I regretted it because I felt completely self-conscious when his chocolate brown eyes lit under the dim light of the coffee shop going through my body like a scanner. Thank God I chose something sexy to wear tonight for my body. What did I wear? It’s actually simple. A boyfriend inspired white shirt that looks like a dress on me. It exposes one side of my shoulder intentionally, and a pair of dark brown louboutin booties with golden studs all over it.
“Okay so your definitely not someone who lives in a spaceship, can I say you actually look like someone who’s off the runway?”
“Now that’s too much of a line don’t you think? But I’ll take it.” I know, I shouldn’t have flirted with him but somehow it came naturally when I slipped my fingers through my falling dark hair behind my ear, fluttering my dolly lashes at him who was looking stunningly handsome with his jet black hair pushed back, wearing a plain white t-shirt on his smooth satin body with a pair of low rise jeans on his long male model-looking legs as to top it all off he wore it with a black coat. He looks like a prince charming with the absence of the white horse.
“Bill come on, we’ve got a plane to catch!” I gave that boy who just came in through those doors a double look on him when he look almost alike as this one except for the fact that his style ventures more to the hip hop style. I saw Bill hesitating at first like there was something in his eyes, calling out to me for help but just about when I wanted to reach out to him. He backed out, it’s like he was caged, imprisoned, by his own rockstar life. It was too late to save him, and since then after he went disappearing through those doors with Tom, till this day I still kept holding on to his words.
“I’ll come back for you, someday. I promise you. I don’t know when, but I will even if I have to scream into the night for you, just don’t make a move, and don’t ever jump into love without me.”
Here’s a song for you beautiful aliens just to ignite your wicked imaginations, when you read this. Just make sure you pause the player first to drown yourself in this sweet melody. :)
Monday, November 29, 2010
Bill Kaulitz: Yours Truly, Phantomrider.
The dark was lurking in the air of a cold night and you were all alone in a quiet street of an unknown city. Fogs filled your feet just to give chills to your skin and bones, and yet got you to wonder, "Where is everyone?" In a vintage black lacey dress with a long train that sweep off the ground, you were pacing back and fourth to look for a sight of a single soul there, at least to be by your side on that silent town. A sound of foot tapping like there was somebody walking towards you has made a sudden disturbance. "Who's there?" You blurted out while greatly in fear to have not seen anyone but just you and your shadow alone. There was obviously no answer. Although, the sound was getting louder in your ears, meaning to say that someone or more likely a strange creature was already near you. You were only been blinded for its presence.
Whispering winds blew your hair as it passes gently in fast motion. You were shivering in cold and what more to feel the warmth of breath of that one mysterious invisible creature who was still lingering around near. "What do you want?" Your body began to tremble as you were clearly aware that your nightmare was so close in touch with you, making your heartbeat drums wildly inside and fear was all left within your body and soul. "Where are you?" While in your mind, he was all you could think of to ignite your sense of bravery at that moment. A drop of tear fell from your twinkling eyes on feeling lost and scared with him nowhere to be found to save you on that night. "I need you.."

An apparition of his face was formed by the creepy presence, slowly transformed itself into a gorgeous man mortal alike to him. He then, lifted your chin to stroke your face and he took a strand of your hair as to genty placed them behind your ears. You caught his dazzling brown eyes that seemingly to gaze right through your teary eyes. Knowing what he should do, he immedietly put you into his arms while broke the silence off, serenade you with his handsome ghostly voice with a beautiful line softly spoken,
Angel, don't you cry.
It is I, my Angel, your Phantomrider..."
Saturday, October 30, 2010
BillKaulitz- red lips, cat-like eyes, rosary cheeks are his weaknesses.
Imagine yourself on the stage, trying to impress this flame-ably-hot-onehundredeighty-degree Rockstar and he gave you this look. The look of condescending but yet there was a hint of sexy irony because when reality checks in he actually was envious of your beautiful talent so he’d come to you the minute you were on the stool doing some touch ups to your inspired cat-eye make-up look with a Black-liner from Mac, colouring your lips dangerously with the colour red rouge from Chanel, and ended stroking your cheeks with a blusher that spells “kiss me” from Christian Dior.
Obviously from that arrogant yet sultry look from himself he’d have it erased by a smirk on his face to congratulate you on your break-through performance moments ago. Then all of a sudden, his hands landed itself on each side of your shoulders while he came putting his nude based lips near your ears that it feels like his making an air-brush tattoo on your skin. Slowly, he’d have his fingers dancing on your arms taking you on a journey to cloud nine as he locked gaze with you with that piercing stare of his rock-glam eyes. You might be facing these huge fancy mirrors with light bulbs framing it, but it doesn’t stop him from coming any closer in contact to you. You struck a pot of gold when That Killer leather jacket he was wearing was feeling up his body temperature so you’d witness him taking it off in front of you as he had it rest on the back of his shoulder while he held it lazily with a handsome smile. The next thing you know he’d be trapping you on the chair as he whispered; you are an alien to love. Oh forget the fact that he had ever looked at you in that way even if it was super good-looking!
Beneath these words, you’d have the tips to make Bill Kaulitz’s head turns to you, yes you. (;
Friday, October 29, 2010
BK Alienated!

In a cold mysterious night, the wind blows wildly like never before. Satellites spinning out control sensing there was a disturbance somewhere up in the sky. Although there wasn’t anything visible to our eye sight that caught our attention, the only cause for the radar to go mental was only an appearance of a strange yet unique guy like he just came out of a new dimension, a different planet or a whole other world, standing there eye-gazing right at you, waiting patiently for the right moment for you to get close to him and letting you will feel as if he was ready to take you for an abduction.
Immortally gorgeous for a human, could he be one of us? Or is he some kind of a humanoid who hid the real him inside, donning a mask of human form in front of the Earthlings, only to fulfil his mission by targeting all human beings especially the sexy female species on making a world domination through his virtuoso talent. Yes, with that one cosmic voice thrown out and dancing together with a beautifully melodic tune, with a single pitch he’ll stun you for sure. One fact, futuristic alien like him doesn’t need an antenna on his head to magnetize you. Earthquakes arise as he landed, the world seemed to be shaking and vibrating due to a heavily strong force of his outrageous power of attraction.
Is it possible for one creature to have it all? He has a handsome voice to bring the temptation of longing for more to let your ears pay full attention to, a perfect porcelain skin that glows heavenly without using any light intensity to outshine it, a foreign touch that leaves you with the feeling of wanting to be near and close to let your skin touches his for every connection made, a heavenly gorgeous structured face carved with irresistible smiles and mesmerizing smirks to lure you by just taking a glimpse on him, a dangerously alluring stare for him to unlock the power of his seductiveness, a kissable lips for you to taste the sweetness side of him like he is all too pleasurable to let go, a skinny tall figure which let him stride in poised with full pride, a rocking glam attire accessorized with sexy piercings and tattoos that would blow your mind off only to prove that he is not the ordinary stylish creature you usually encounter with , all of those lies within him for he knew, he proudly owns them and owe it to no one. But could all of this extravagant aura be a trick as a new invasion of gravity-pulling act is ready to be taken as a sinister action by him? Blame him if you must for attracting all kind of humans on Earth without feeling any sense of guilt at all.
So caution now, if you caught him standing before you, looking right into your eyes, you may suffer a serious case of heart problem as he simply shoots up to you with a laser shooting eye gaze easily enough to make your heart boils up almost to the high temperature of the Earth’s core, melting away your one and only heart into a liquefied lava. Once you're caught in his trap, there’s no way back for you, the Earth is no longer your home as he may persuade you to enter his humanoid city with one delusional hypnotic force master created only by him. Together, you and him, will chase the dark star in the galaxie, passing through black holes and million captivating twinkling stars. The question is, why is it so hard for us to stop this drumming beating on our hearts over him? Well, here’s the answer, he is supersonic in his very own unique way, making us floating in the air like there was no gravity and infected us with a poison of an undying unconditional love.
But still, who is he actually? An alien to love? A unique soul to touch? Of course, this extraterrestrial creature has a name, he who goes by the name Bill Kaulitz is the one and only Sexy Boy Alien that has ever exist!




